In a way, I'm kind of jealous. When I start stocking a thing, whether that's lumber, toilet paper, glass beads, meds, whatever, I am seized by a constant anxiety over the idea of not being able to get more that can only be lessened by getting more. I should really probably go to therapy over it and will if it ever gets bad enough that I'm tired of wrestling with it, because I know that gets worse with age. But there's always been a ceiling where it stops. Like it turns out that 4700 mg of tirz makes it stop for this. (stored, I mean, not injected)